Faces | Jim Cahir
93-year-old Jim Cahir's voice cracked as he looked at a photograph of Flight Sergeant Patrick Edwards, the 20-year-old pilot in Jim's 466 Squadron Halifax crew.
He had just told me why the memory of his pilot makes him choke up. On the night of 20 December 1943, they were on their way home from attacking Frankfurt-on-Main in Germany when, unbeknownst to anybody in the crew, a German JU-88 nighfighter flown by ace pilot Hauptman Heinz Rökker, slipped silently underneath the big black bomber. Rökker squeezed the trigger of his upwards-firing "Schräge Musik" machine guns - and dived away as the Halifax's starboard wing and engines erupted in flames.
In his turret, Jim had the best view in the house of the ghastly spectacle. He could see the flames spreading and told Edwards as much. "Time to get out," Edwards suggested. "I think so," said Jim.
Flight Sergeant Edwards held the Halifax as steady as he could as Jim bailed out of the rear door. Five other crew members got out too and within days, all had been picked up to spend the remainder of the war as prisoners of the Germans.
But Flight Sergeant Patrick John Edwards could not get out of his doomed Halifax. He died when the aircraft crashed a short time after the last of his crew safely got out.
It's clear that, despite doing all that he could, Jim has carried survivor's guilt ever since. On the wall in his little office at home in Melbourne hangs a portrait of his young pilot.
"The bravest man I ever knew," he said sadly.
Jim died in April 2017.